3.14.2006
simple truths
i have a veryververyveryveryvery (for lack of a better word) messed-up life.appreciating the good in life doesnt work for me. the moment i go "hey mabbe this is not so bad afterall" something bad will pop up. accuracy of this statement hits a max of abt 99.99999%. and exaggeration is so nt my forte. there goes my very nubile attempt at finding the silver lining in every damn cloud up there in the sskai...
can i do it? do i wanna do it? i am sucha failure! u noe they say that u shld be the one that understand yourself the best, but i realli DO NOT understand the complex entity that is myself. in dire need of some help.
watching khim get kicked out of the competition was a sad sad affair. if adriano faced the same fate last night, i would have felt less sad. cos he underperformed. but hengheng his fans are all forgiving souls.. haaha.. i wanted to call la, but i forgot. hey, u cant blame me. i was so preoccupied with my tcm assignment. i am still nowhere near finishing the damnned homework. irritating. risking the chance of sounding overtly juvenile and watnot, i shall proceed to exclaim that CLARA SUCKS. she is the fakest (is dere sucha word?) contestant in the whole race. like hey get ur butt outta the competition already man. u cant sing. ur smile sucks. so what the hell are u still doing dere? mabbe u shld gif up voluntarily. bitch.
recluse(d) at 15:36
1 Comments
-
at 20:55
said... hey gums,
chill. and carry things in your strike. the silver lining's up there,somewhere. sometimes, u just have to look harder :)
miss ya babe!
sotong
