3.24.2006
stop struggling and you stop living
have been kept very very busy with editing fotos of the cute boy above. yes. i guess i am displaying some mild paedophilic inclinations. hey u cant blame me when the kid is so cute, can you. haha. and it was a thrill going to the css live and donning the hc getup. brought back nice memories. ya i surpise myself there i guess. nv knew tat hc provided me with such wonderful stuff. i miss the lep room all of a sudden. and the philosophical afternoon spent at sixth avenue was shiok la. everything was perfect. sans the violet hair. 'nuff said. and i am NICE hors. cos i am sharing this foto which i took MYSELF when i was there at mdc. ahah. so to all those out there who have fotos BUT are not sharing, BOO to you. haha. so childish hors. anws.oh no. scary. i think sometimes when u are so close to a person, basic manners become non-existential. sad, but inevitable if i may add. cos i am a culprit myself. i offend someone, not intentionally of cos and i walk away. just like that. i am so not good at saying sorry. to all those i have hurt in the past, or will be hurting - Sorry. its heartfelt and 100% genuine. thanks for pardoning the coward that is me.
it sucks having so much knots to dis-entangle. since i am using the word "sucks" here, might as well share this joke that sent me into fits of laughter.
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cikgu was explaining to us what the phrase kecil hati means. literally it means small heart. but the proverbial meaning is to sulk. and he went on the say that sulks is different from sucks. then da bomb was dropped when he said something like sec sch students nowadays like to use the word sucks. then he went "my maths teacher sucks."
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i couldnt stop myself froming laughing after that. for ur info cikgu saya ialah enam puluh! imagine a sixty year old saying "my maths teacher sucks". i bet you would laugh at that too. ok. nvm if u dont find that at all amusing.
back to the knots thingy. plague with residential, acadamic and watnot woes. very sticky. very nerve-wrecking. all that can save me is god. yeaps. i dun think anything else can help.
ok now back to some css therapy. i told u i am a sucker for reality tv. heres the proof man. i heart adriano. haha.
recluse(d) at 17:34
